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Melissa  

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  • Female/United States
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  • Deviant since Nov 12, 2004, 10:10 PM
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my freezing handsyou're as practical as the gloves  that i refuse to wear  to save my freezing hands   
and i could be wrapped up  in your love like a blanket,  but i guess i'm just not ready to lie down yet.   
it makes no sense to sit out in the cold  on your front porch the way that i do,  but it's easier this way  cos i don't have to pay anyone for the heat.   
but i'll talk to you through the window,  make faces against the glass,  until you ask me to come in -  i'll just shake my head and take a walk.   
and you know all the while,  i'll complain about the chi my freezing hands
in Open on 2/5/08
real numbeventually you get real numb  even when you could've sworn it would never end,  when that throb felt like it just wasn't gonna cease;  eventually...  eventually it's done.   
and you can go ahead and say  that you wish it would never stop,  that just to feel is better than  a whole lot of nothing, and maybe you're right,  but one day,  you'll still go numb.   
you fight long and hard  to find some sanity,  and you hide in every corner  that takes you in  just so you can go and scream about  how much you want back out.   
you're broken and you'r real numb
in Open on 11/8/07
would i, do youwould i annoy you with my five year old antics,  would my singing make you want to shove  something thick and heavy down my throat?   
do you still pretend to see my perfection,  or have you seen the light and now see the dirt  that clings to me constantly instead?   
do you daydream and scribble notes,  do you hope and pray and say,  "someday... someday, she'll change"?   
or do you erase every trace and hope  for goodbye, just maintaining  this image of kindness to keep things simple?   
i don't think you do either - no,  i think maybe you mean what you say would i, do you
in Open on 11/8/07
scared -slash- sinkingit scares me to be looking at your pictures  and for my stupid shrinking heart  to be carrying this heavy weight  that i can't explain   
i'm sinking but i don't know just what  i'm falling into  but i don't love you, dear;  that crumbled to dust a long time ago.   
i use my eyes far too much  to be able to see past what i  can't make flawless in you,  the little fuck-ups everyone has -   
maybe you've got more wrong,  more paint strokes out of place;  i couldn't tell you  because maybe i'm just as bad   
and if you weren't so serious,  
a scared -slash- sinking
in Open on 11/8/07
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Maybe I'll be just fine...

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 11, 2007, 9:01 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Eating: cinnamon pop tart
  • Drinking: water
The world is bright and shiny! And cold! HELLA COLD!

Haha...

Sorry, it's just the last time I wrote anything here, it was so depressingggggg. And while yes, I tend to be a depressing individual (especially where writing is involved), I don't feel like any of that anymore. So - update!

It's the second to last day of the semester for me today! That's right, college didn't kill me and my schedule wasn't as awful as I thought it would be. I am, however, going to have a D in the class I took for FUN! Lame! Sigh, my own fault, I suppose.

But! I took a my very first creative writing class! AND IT WAS AMAZING! Anddd...I decided that I am going to seriously pursue writing. I know, I know, judging by the quality of things here, you're probably saying OH GOD NO! But I've learned some things and if I get into the program I want to, I'll have about four more years of learning to go through. And if I'm still as bad then as I am now...well, then I'll kill myself or something I guess. Haha. But yeah, it feels SO COOL to have such a big part of my future figured out! I've been freaking out over what the hell I'm going to college for and now I can just focus on getting myself to where I want to be.

Besides all that...not being with anyone doesn't feel like death anymore! Yay! I'm pretty satisfied with my life, really (minus a few things). Of course, duh, sometimes I miss being with somebody (especially when I watch Ugly Betty...hahaha), but I'm not really all that concerned with it. I guess I finally realized that being on my own can be kind of cool and I'm not upset over the past anymore and I know that whenever I'm actually ready to try all that shit again, it'll happen.

So! Yeah! I'm rarely here anymore and everytime I promise to try harder, it usually doesn't work out so...I guess I'll see you when I see you ^^

<3

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  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Southern California
  • Interests: Music, writing, drawing, photography, making stuff, singing, playing on swings
  • Favourite movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Little Mermaid, The Good Girl, The Crow, Anchorman
  • Favourite band or musician: PETE YORN.ELLIOTT SMITH.BrightEyes.BrandNew.SomethingCorporate.SayAnything.MCR.TheDresdenDolls
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock, but I'm open to just about everything
  • Favourite photographer: themieky
  • Operating System: Windows XP <3
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune
  • Wallpaper of choice: A neat picture of Pete Yorn on stage
  • Skin of choice: Someone else's
  • Favourite game: Pokemon!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii or Nintendo DS or Gameboy Color =)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rocko (Rocko's Modern Life)
  • Personal Quote: "Your pin is right...you are a mess."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, computer, heart, insanity

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~Le-Vampire:iconLe-Vampire: Mar 10, 2008, 8:51:22 AM Mood: Love
hallo 8D

I love your writings
*birthdays:iconbirthdays: Nov 20, 2007, 3:22:01 AM
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's November 20th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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~falseangel:iconfalseangel: Oct 4, 2007, 10:33:10 AM
no problem ^^

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*popsongs:iconpopsongs: Sep 20, 2007, 5:03:48 AM
thank you so much for the watch! :heart:
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!laurythompson:iconlaurythompson: Aug 28, 2007, 8:47:39 PMComment hidden by Owner
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~Difuoan:iconDifuoan: Aug 3, 2007, 2:50:10 PM
Hallo random dA
I take a bow
Are you Ok
I hope so
Come to me
Come and see
My gallery

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Why don't you care about your stupi stuff instead!

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My gallery :spotlight-left: [link] :spotlight-right:
`insaneone:iconinsaneone: Jul 24, 2007, 7:02:13 PM
pretty good :)

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~falseangel:iconfalseangel: Jul 23, 2007, 10:32:35 PM
Heyyy...Things are pretty awesome, actually, how are they for you?

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`insaneone:iconinsaneone: Jul 20, 2007, 12:38:16 PM
hey was passing through,how are things in your world? :)

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~lostconfused:iconlostconfused: Jun 29, 2006, 10:20:53 PMComment hidden by Owner
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~literatureODD:iconliteratureODD: Jun 19, 2006, 4:36:24 AM
Hi There! :wave:
You have just earned yourself an O.D.D. feature :winner:! congrats! :clap:
Todays theme is a special 1000 feature to celebrate our first 1000 page views!
ODDS (oibyrd's daily deviations) are to honor the sometimes overlooked artists of dA that I personally think deserve some exposure (and ALSO, to show off people who I think are undeniably talented in their own genre of art, REGARDLESS of their #'s of fav's or pageviews. I like what I like and sometimes artwork isn't featured in the regular DDs because it's popular all on it's own It's a shame, but the admins are only trying to be fair! ). Please click the link below to see your work featured and to view other featured artists . If you prefer not to be a featured artist, just send me a note and I will remove you from the list. Cheers! xoxo Stef xoxo :w00t!:
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~ceru-ilur:iconceru-ilur: May 30, 2006, 5:09:14 PM
hi! I got a new deviant account
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if you would, please switch to that account
and watch that account instead of this one
as I will not be posting on it anymore
thanks for your support!

-Jared

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~jester81:iconjester81: Dec 24, 2005, 12:44:45 PM
Dear Melissa,

:snowflake: :holly: :xmas: :santa: :rudolph: :xmas: :holly: :snowflake:

Sending you some holiday cheer
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

:snowflake: :holly: :xmas: :alienxmas: :penguin: :xmas: :holly: :snowflake:

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*birthdays:iconbirthdays: Nov 20, 2005, 3:52:36 AM
:party: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :party:

It's your birthday today, November 20th, and I'm here to wish you a great day, with everything you wished for. All the best to you and another year ahead.. :hug:

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~ExFatalis:iconExFatalis: Oct 29, 2005, 8:23:08 PM
Hello, random deviant, who happens to bear an uncanny resemblance to a friend of mine. :paranoid:

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:strip: I love you!! :strip:
~JoshAD:iconJoshAD: Sep 26, 2005, 9:23:27 PM
hey your only like 3 months older than me!
~Moses-B-Weatherworth:iconMoses-B-Weatherworth: Sep 19, 2005, 8:26:06 AM
Hey, Melissa. How are you?
Thank you for the favourite. :)

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~Kotorie:iconKotorie: Sep 19, 2005, 1:57:53 AM
thank you soo much for the :+fav: sweetie!
^^ I appreciate it!
:hug:

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do it to me one more time
if you please!?
~LeRoue:iconLeRoue: Sep 15, 2005, 3:28:24 PM
thank you for the fave! :glomp:
~JeanFrancois:iconJeanFrancois: Sep 12, 2005, 3:50:59 AM
Thank you for the watch :D
See You :hug:
~Gottem:iconGottem: Sep 12, 2005, 12:46:59 AM
thanks for being my friend. dont think i have any on here... :SMILE:
~JoshAD:iconJoshAD: Aug 30, 2005, 1:01:14 PM
hey stranger. thanks for adding me to your friends list. who are you again?
~tommakespictures:icontommakespictures: Aug 16, 2005, 5:18:52 AM
hey.. thank you very much for adding me to your watch list.

chances are this message is a bit late.. i've been away for five days. so, sorry about that.

anyway.. +watch at you.
~flumpie:iconflumpie: Aug 13, 2005, 4:38:40 AM
I am happy that you showed respect to the strongest dog in the world, thank you. :giggle:
~cisya:iconcisya: Aug 1, 2005, 4:20:03 AM
hiii, melissa
thanks for the watch!
:glomp:

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